Ok, sooo i havent updated this in over a year it looks like, and i don't even know if anybody wants to take me seriously at this point.. but a lot of shit has happened in my life and i'm ready to finally start over. Ive stayed the exact same weight basically thank god, lost weight for a little bit, but always gained it back. Anyways.. i'm ready to be skinny again and feel good. EVERYTHING i eat, i regret.. then throw it up. I don't want that.. i want self control.

i know alot of people probably don't update there xangas anymore, but if you wanna help or give me any tips i'm 200% open to hear!!

..i'm going to start updating everyday to every other, so i will comment you back!

ok i am sooo lame.

srsly.

i keep giving up, then regretting it.

my last post was in august, wtf?

ok i realy reallllly really need support, i want to be thin. that is all i want!
this past week i've been cuttin back on EVERYTHING

today, i ate an apple so far, but im still soo hungry.

I NEED to get back on track.. and this time for good im hoping.

i miss all you girls.. alotalot.
I'll be starting to post everyday soo, feel free to leave somethin n i'll get back to you =]=]

Well today i fasted for the first time this WHOLE summer.

yeah i know thats bad.

but good, that i finally am doing it sooo yeah.. to bad summers over for me soon

i feel soo good right now. prob didn't lose anything but im gonna try n go for two days, finish up today & go for all tomorrow to!
Anyone wanna do it with me?

hows everyone doing?

Me- horrible
k bye =[

Yesterday i ate potatoes.. but then i decided i definately didnt want them so i threw it up. I don't normally do that but it just felt right n then i felt wayy better afterwords.

Today- my goal.. under 300 cals.
Hope i can do it.


THINSPO:

who wouldnt wanna look like her?
.. someday im hoping